to everyone who is open for ‘it’

To everyone, who is open for ‘it’

To those who keep on loving life.

To those who know that nothing can exist without a known or unknown form of energy.

To tose who knows that emptiness cannot exist, but realizes that one can create a kind of emptiness in one’ s life.

To all who did not follow the principle of ‘divide and rule’.

To all who in their existence, discover all kinds of evolutions towards more consciousness and sense.

To all those who are aware that progress must be used to make a better world.

To those who, starting from realities like the sciences and deeply analyzed feelings, discover the art of observing in another way.

To those who try to communicate this inner communication in many ways in daily life, in art and so on.

To those who in doing so, remain stable by making a difference between the real and the false.

To those who understand that also the simple minded can stimulate ones growing consciousness, not only the intellectuals can help someone understanding all the keys of the complexity of life.

To those who see the relation between the positive and negative things that happen in individual lives and in collective history, on a personal and collective base.

To those who understand that good things are trying to reach us by means of reading, pronouncing and interpretation words.

Too those who know that thinking about their own lives is interconnected with the lives of others and with thinking about the world and the universe as a totality.

To those who, maybe with interruption, but constantly work to better the quality of communication around themselves.

To those who understand that all the precedent will end in a new way of communicating with oneself and others.

To those who realize that controlling the dynamic behind the personal lives of their own, interacting with those of others, (from the smallest units to global society), is in a way a new form of art. (but loving life remains the greatest art).

It is an art that starts from a healthy inner communication with oneself.

To those who know that the individual and collective consciousness lead to higher degrees of consciousness and open the way to a better world (quantitative but surely qualitative).

To those who know that unsocial attitudes and behavior are a real political treat.

To those who are aware that everything and everybody evolves towards the best circumstances can offer it, him or her.

To those who know that clinging to the negative parts of all kinds of heritages can influence situations badly on a small or larger scale.

To those who understand all this, but cannot express it yet in this way, sometimes they are closer to it than the ones who do.

To those who are involved with these kind of things and matter and feelings, because they cannot do otherwise any more. To those who understand the true meaning of the word ‘freedom’.

To those who from within themselves and together with others, want to really reach matureness as a human being.

To those who in a positive and even in a negative way, have contributed to our ‘understanding’ and there for ‘consciousness’, from the early cave men to all the ones who contributed to our cultural heritage.

To all those who know that money alone does not buy happiness and understands it’s role still is one of teaching people a lot about themselves.

To put it briefly : loving life is the greatest art, inner communication and communication in a new way, the greatest art.

octo

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May 6, 2011. philosophy, religion, spirituality. Leave a comment.

so there really was life after dead

particular energy

A few sentences are in Book Antiqua style and date from 9/1O/2010 or have been later introduced or reworked. Original text I wrote in 2003

So there really was life after death. Herwerken want met vertaalmachine
About ten, twelve years ago I wrote the following senses: ” Peace will come in the heart of the ones with honest souls. Prevent the world from destruction and lead people to better lives. Never forget that the world is indivisible. There is but one life and one world, takes your responsibility and live as intense as possible. Be wise and light to be a guide. Go to the people and speak of joys to be. Your place is where you will feel free. Explain them the difference between the material world and the spiritual matter. Truth is simple. Truth hides in the past, lives in the present and needs the future. Why does one find so little joy between many people? People do not wonder enough about who they are and what means and what the lives they lead mean. They should be more philosopher than materialist, they should ask themselves why they live in a world of wealth and poverty, war and peace, stress on the work and unemployment. But there are other reasons for the lack of joy… reasons about which one cannot yet write and reasons about which nobody can write.”
By means of this short story, I’ll try to show what ‘dead’ in fact means.
there was life after dead !

introduction : through the past in a few lines
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Nothing is more ‘real’ then living life itself, how real art as well can be.
We all, we are characters in a real novel that has been going on since ages.
Persons create persons and then vanish again.
Since thousands of years we try to put our experiences in to signs.
The more you understand about it, the harder sometimes to put it down in words.
The good man does, continues to live after him
The evil also. Positive and negative interact in completion.
The sense of it all, in every way a powerful, meaningful something.
One can only observe and react, starting from an indifferent equilibrium
Science can give us a logical explanation about life.
A trained observer experiences more ten the logic of things
Objective sciences mostly only have an eye for their field.
Philosophy, Psychology and history must unify the other logic.

Einstein put together the achieved and unveiled a new point of view.
Time, space and matter became more relative then we thought.
Religion tried to make us believe in Gods and God.
Knowledge and truth still were far away from proving a new kind of unity.
Marxists tried to understand the laws of history.
Conservative establishment was against the sense of life socialism discovered.
But nobody could control the subjective factor.
Freud and others tried to show the role of the unconscious.
But they did not discover the deeper meaning of life.
We all, could be more people looking for the meaning of life.
A meaning that surpasses life and dead.
But we are caught in a lot of kinds of habits and ‘pain’.
Life itself is a source of inspiration for everything I wrote about in every literary form.
I can stop writing and let it go by me till I understand the meaning of it better within a few years…or I can try to make a rapport of it every day. I taught about the structure of my day and had a look at my work and the things I studied, the documentaries I kept on video, some newspaper-articles which I kept because I thought they had a lasting value. To make this understandable for readers, I first had to bring them a number of philosophical life-attitudes. How to start this ? Those attitudes were partly the result of a critical study of the existing attitudes and partly the result of my own practical experiences midst all kinds of persons which are to be found in every one’s life.
We’ve all got them : family, lovers, friends, social and political persons,… .
With all that ‘brainstorming’ going on in my head, I was afraid of ‘boiling over’ and remaining on my chair till inspiration came, looked like dangerously reaching a unallowable border. I went outside to sit on a chair and stumbled back inn. Symbolically I closed the door. Something cracked inside me.
I closed my eyes for the last time here on earth. An unexpected goodbye, where I had thought a lot about. A few things I had imagined, became true. The experience itself was a quite different, something comparable whit what I had experienced during the burning to ashes of an old colleague of mine. There was this kind of magnetism that started in my feet and got upwards, like it seemed to be coming from the ground. When it reached my hart, I taught ‘oh’, ‘something is wrong with me’. But no, the magnetism accelerated it ‘ s speed and once in my head, it became a kind of more-dimensional triangle, pyramid kind of ‘light dimension’ which, like a starship in science-fiction vanished into space. This form of yellow kind of light, did it disappear into the spaces of micro cosmos or the ones of macro cosmos ? Or was there an indifferent equilibrium in between ?
Probably I was in the anti-matter that every matter has, in the microcosmical world …but that world is everywhere, even in the macro-world. Was I in somebody or in the spiritual world as a unity ? So I did solve a part of the mystery ‘god is everywhere’. I happened to be in the antimatter of all the elements that once composed me, radiation as well as minerals, gasses and so on.
In any case, there was life after dead.
During my life, I had three different options about dead. We surely fell back into the elements from which we were composed; energies like minerals, water, air, light and waves with each their own kind of consciousness. Since we were connected genetically with the rest of the biological world…we were not dead in that sense. As a third option I already suspected that all ones usable experiences in life, which had started with the genetic three …before one’ s life; after dead could be used as an energy working in two directions. That energy, like the electrons it was made of, is not destroyable; it can only change in form…and that is what happens to us before and during and after our life.
I experienced my ‘dead’ as being reborn in another dimension, in the awareness that ‘I’ and ‘we’ had already lived for ever…far before the existing of the first atom and the first cell…as a kind of physical energy with a ‘soul’, a bit if like the center of something ‘good’, like an artist trying always to express himself, wanting to become atom and cell and so on; while the entire process creates structure and cooperation in the different elements. And even if the total of matter should disappear, it would emerge in another point. That other point, that is the same, is the point with in the cycle of the 8-form. Like in DNA and the hart as center of the blood circulation. Like a star as the center of a part of macro matter and an atom as the center of micro matter a bit as well.
The feeling I had, was like watching the light that from the evening colors passes into the dark of the night and in a number of light gradations is being born again in the morning.
Just as like when you are living, when you do not know if there is life after dead, when you are dead , you do not know if you still have a body or not. This is strange, very strange…from one ‘mystery’ you in fact dive into another.
My individuality began a long journey alongside our collective and individual past to the point of my dead, where individuality again seemed to vanish in collectivity and yet it had a separated existence at the same time. It all happened rather fast, but on earth I would have needed many pages to describe. The voyage I was on, went from atom to cell and the building up of our existing society, it was like turning the pages of an educational book, but in a more clever than a digital way even. The more clear the message and contents from the journey were, the more effort the voyager had spent in his life, to understand the meaning of life.
The spiritual world was like a kind of internet-community, composed of the different kinds of tempers of everyone who had existed so far. Every life was a kind of ‘home-page’ in fact…with branches to all the ones in the human story they had known. ‘Had known’ or ‘knew’…it was not yet clear to me. It seemed that the better it became to live on earth, the more beautiful the symbolism between the ones that already past away (the past away’ s) and the still living in a classical way became. Was this what moved the interaction between the two worlds ?
As soon as I reached a certain point NOW on my and our earthly past, the new laws of my new form of existence, became clear to me. They not only made my speechless, I also could not ‘speak’ any more, when I got aware in which manner I could only express myself at the biologically living persons.
There also was the awareness that they could use my energy and I theirs…but only in a symbolical, intuition manner through thinking and dreams and images and things that happened…a kind of ‘inspiration’ in fact.
I did not only have a ‘voice’ any more, I also did not ‘see’ any more…because I myself had become a part of light and air and all the other elements I was composed of…without knowing exactly what…like one cannot see one’s own inside organs and like one can only see oneself in a mirror. We only can feel the intensity of who we are. Still I was able to think by means of images and thoughts, like one can see images in his head in a biological body…al dough some scientists say that they aren’t there. Stronger than before I felt the good person I had always been.
Another thing that became clear to me, was that I did not knew if I could still ‘hear’, because like something that was said…I could remember hearing voices and sometimes I wondered if a voice wasn’t a taught.
With ‘being dead’ the ‘emphasis’ was being put more on ‘feeling’, even ‘thought’ was a feeling. Trying to feel with who in life you really were connected with. Not literally ‘feeling’, but ‘touching each other in the spirit’, not in the ‘mind’(like in the soul) on earth…but it still seemed much like the positive feelings parents and friends can have for each other. It became clear to me, that during one’s life on earth all the consciousness and deeds one collects; all that positive and negative energy that interacts…at the same time on the ‘other side’ is being put together like a puzzle. The final ‘result’ gives you the amount of ‘inner knowledge’ you have reached when you die. Once when we no longer are biological, we can feel the intensity of who we are.

Ones earthly ‘soul’, based on positive and negative emotions, who commands ones earthly life; sometimes let’s go some pieces of ‘spiritual information’, we the ‘past away’ s’ , need…in order to be able to pass on our information. One’s final dead is the unified picture of your life, offered to you. From the moment you understand this at the other side, you get a kind of spiritual orgasm that enables you to realize that you are not alone at the other side…and that one can communicate as well with other spirits over there.
Just like on earth one needs other people to be oneself. On earth sometimes some people are aware of these things, but those moments seem to disappear because the amount of events that come and go. On the ‘other side’ there also are times when one can isolate oneself…that often are moments when one is the most in unity with everyone and everything. Not always nevertheless.
Just like a child that is born all of the sudden is surrounded met beings with which it has another kind of intensity in contact…no longer the strange noises from in the belly. People who believe in classical reincarnation would say that this is the bridge from one live to another, even if they believe that the soul only enters the body with birth.(Sunday 24 april2011 Eastern, most hot day in 60 years in Belgium).
On very clear moments in one’s life one can realize these things, but due to the fact of the never stopping flow of events, one is not always conscious of this process.
Like on earth, life after dead is not always ‘romantic’…because the process of consciousness that started with the voyage from atom to cell, organism, animal, men and society…that process continues after dead. It depends on your merits whether you are armed to be able to continue that awareness-project. Your ‘hierarchy’ as well depends from your merits…and this has not much to do with the diplomas you got, neither with the kind of work you did? You ,’biological living ones’ should be amazed about some people you taught you knew and who they are over here. But later more about that. If I get permission to say something about it, I will, but I have a feeling I won’t.
To be able to explain all this I have to get back to my puzzle of life

There was a reason why I had lived and still was living
I ‘watched’ the places in the world that I had abandoned and ‘saw’ de growth of the harvests on the fields near the roads I had lived and traveled. I saw the cars on the roads and the smoke coming from factories and some houses. I saw the animals, but he people, I did not see. Maybe I was in the people and that is why I could not see them anymore.
Very strange in the beginning. My friends only lived in my memories…I only could see them in my memories, which was a way of better understanding how they felt…even on a present stage basis.
But how they felt did not preoccupy me at the moment, I needed my energy to concentrate on a text of a novel or essay I wanted to complete. I had called the introduction ‘my inspiration maps’.
I saw the text lying on my desk, but how could I finish this book ?
Maybe there somewhere was a writer with still a biological life to lead, who read one of my former works and did not have any inspiration of from himself at the moment. During my life I had called into existence enough energy to allow me at this moment to be ‘connected’ with a living soul mate.
I would finish my book, through him. Sometimes he would be aware of my special kind of presence without knowing. Sometimes we were aware of each other, when he walked amongst the threes in the wood and taught about something he read about me. I always wanted to plant a wood myself and there was this writer who lived in a wood near water and entered his chalet, took the newspaper and cut out my photo and an article on my life. It gave me new energy to continue writing. A lot of writers were still continuing something amongst ‘us’ and ‘them’. Sometimes there seemed to be no difference amongst ‘them’ and ‘we’. Al dough we did not see ‘them’ busy with something…we felt what was going on in their world. Like the living sometimes were busy with the question what would happen after their dead, we, ‘past away’ s’ were busy wondering what our next life in the ‘after afterworld’ would be like. Our form of energy in the afterworld wasn’t eternal either and one day would change it ’s form as well. In a way we had we had bettered ourselves because we mainly communicated with spirits from the afterworld that used to have the same interests as we. It was very special how each of us tried to do this in his own way.
Those who as farmers had been concerned about agriculture, received energy from those who had liked doing this on earth. Communication between both sides worked as a system of connected fluids in different spaces. The negativism of a minority of farmers or landowners on earth often prevented the flowing of communication between farmers that had died and those still active on earth. Sometimes the representatives of the farmers in the afterworld came looking for advice with spirits that often had to deal with the same problems when they worked as farmers for example.
Then there was a communication amongst them and only the fact of this ‘exchange’ itself made it possible to generate some actions below that would improve something or that made farmers below aware. But sometimes it looked like a never ending struggle in each domain.
In the afterworld, the ones who caused those problems in the past suffered until some improvement was made.
So my friend the medium-writer had to tell people below to watch out and think about the suffering of their relatives in an heaven, that wasn’t always ‘heaven’ to them. Their relatives or people responsible for some misery of others should have to do something about it…before they end in the same position. If they act know, the ones who are at the origin of blockades between this world and the next shall free themselves here and in the next stage of life. In the afterworld the painfull part of the existence of ordinary working people is more quickly healed then of those who were responsible for big decisions. People who had mainly good intentions adapt very easily in what the afterworld has to offer. People who produced many good waves and did many good things to help others …still can feel how they are doing…without suffering and without being able to help them, when they aren’t conscious enough to ask it.
Those wise ‘afterworld’-men only can give some inspiration and advice, but the ‘receiving parts’ of the biologically living people have to be functioning…and they don’t when they are not in an emotional balance. Someone with too much negative emotions is a real problem for both the one below who is partly responsible for those emotions as for the one on earth. In many cases, help must come from other identities. Both groups have an important tool to help one another : the free will to act. This free will is a total product of all the situations where it was used and can for reasons, difficult to track down here on earth, be temporally blocked for both groups or their individual components. There for it is sometimes better not to act or stay in a position of indifferent balance.

The afterworld in which we function, only can make us philosophe about our ‘after afterworld’ because from time to time some ‘spirits’ disappear here, like on earth, some ‘souls’ disappear.
We use the term ‘after spirits’ here. We are trying to find the way to get in contact with them. Like on earth we still are in a kind of phase in between. Such a phase, like on earth you can divide in a number of stages of progressing or backsliding consciousness. Once more, what was already clear to me on earth became more clear to me in the afterworld. Everything is one and connected, but there are a number of phases. Like from silence seven sounds are born, with whom one can compose music, like from white all other colors are born. Like thought, feeling and inspiration can produce at least seven expressions of literature…from shouting to poetry…..Like one can touch someone’s skin in several ways as well. It was rather strange that some of us missed those last feelings and others didn’t. Why ? Again a question for us to solve. Did ‘time’ only continued to exist for those not feeling well because of existing ? Could we provoke the urge for a new genetic consciousness among the classical living ones ? “Did the classical ling beings then feel the urge to make new life, new individuals to come and continue the unfinished stories of the living and in a way of the dead ? Was this possible ? (24/4/2011)”
The search for a ‘why’ and ‘how’ was a never ending story it seemed.
Looking out for a new stage of existing in our development was a new kind of enigma, riddle to us.
I , unlike others, did not believe that we were going to reincarnate in another earthly body after disappearing out of the afterlife. I believed more in spiritual growth and trying to show the ones on earth, our genetic three, we partly left behind; that they had to help themselves to be get conscious happy and make a better world…in order to have a better life as well in the afterworld and help us at the same time by doing so. Ou

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April 26, 2011. philosophy, religion, spirituality, Uncategorized. Leave a comment.

oh heavenly whisper

Oh heavenly whisper
Hadn’t seen here in years. But in the night she came in a dream. We met, set on the kitchen table of long ago, talked long and deep while in fact, I was in Africa for two weeks, and she in Europe. We talked about what we had learned and what we had left. To blame was the situation in general. We were born out of a force of circumstances and while growing up we were confronted with the unsolved emotions of others and our own.
What is faith in a love-relationship ? Is it an agreement to stay faithful to one person in body and soul or is it a commitment to deal with the heritage of what went wrong in the relationships before our birth, which in the end, had to lead to us ? It’s the second part of the answer that is the most difficult part to analyze, because roads tend to split because one person does not have all the answers.
Men do not understand why women often seem to run in to tears more ten they do. When a woman wants to break up a relationship, she will try to put the ‘blame’ on the male…or the other way around. If there where break ups before in the same or other relationships, one can use the past experiences to get out of the situation, or at least to stay calm. One can learn a lot about life when one has compassion with people. Sometimes it can put yourself in a lot of trouble, but by going through the pain of others, one discovers where pain descends from. By doing so, you give yourself a piece of advice in the end, ‘you don’t want to know where pain comes from’. Because if you do want to know, it surely will come your way.
Attraction. Physical attraction. Probably our genes, smart enough to know what a biological good match is. Not only physical attraction. The partner can offer social security as well. Emotional attraction. Partners that lean on each other, one more than the other, to obtain a good feeling that leads to falling in love. After the honeymoon weeks, things start to slow down in intensity and many influences make their way in to the evolution of the relation. Since one out of two relationships fall apart, it is obvious that with a lot of people an often hidden battle starts : ‘should we or I or shouldn’t we split’ ? Often one of the reasons for this kind of conduct is that one is afraid that the other one could find another partner and out of jealousy people sometimes even make babies which task in life it will be to find out where they come from. Maybe that newborn life is blessed with far less jealousy, in order to confront his parents. Maybe the next baby will grow up to be once again more jealous…in order to learn something from each other in this game called life.
People interfere in the lives of others, continuing their kind of never ending stories. They can start their story by not only telling stories of people they knew, but also the stories of their own. Their pains, their joys, their remedies. The story teller often explains the story from his or her angle, making it to nice or to black so while telling their story, they misjudge people. When the ones who listen, aren’t experienced enough or when they do not want to take a moral point of view or do not want to judge because they do not know the complete backgrounds of persons involved, a lot of later confusions are born.
So when there is interconnection that works, people touch each other for the first time in a special way…by words, an arm, a kiss maybe a few months later. The stories that begin in a slow platonic way, often can reach the same or more passion in every way. No problem so far, when people involved are single. One can be married or in another kind of relationship. The most wise thing to do is to continue in a platonic way. If one can let go of his or her feelings the other one, instead of taking a distance too, can become hopelessly unhappy, not only from the tensions at home, but because of an inner emptiness that isn’t answered any more by the challenge and excitement a new relationship can bring into life. Often one cannot find the same mutual interests in one person : intellectual things, mystical things, poetry, politics, literature and so on. But you do not need to start an physical relationship for that. But when that kind of very good feeling is there, bodies can show the desire to compare the depths of life in the physical dimensions as well. One can become very wet from each other(s) for years and years to come, or things can fall into the after honeymoon experience soon. Most of the people hide their love story for each other when there is a triangle involved. Some speak about it and even before things start getting ‘serious’. Splits often then occur, sometimes the third leg has to go, sometimes the third person revives the older relationship…surely in a physical way at least, but that, like the honeymoon experience is not of long duration when there is more interconnection with the soul of others involved. One can hesitate a long time to inform the existing relationship. It depends of one’s experiences, the ‘guilty’-thing about it. To make a triangle official is in fact recognizing that some existing ties came under pressure. Often it was before something new started. Sometimes it is because another love story started. In other cases both. In all cases life shows a bit about the truth about the prehistory of your love life that can go back your parents and so on…but the responsibility for it, in the end, is your own. That’s what feeling good is largely about.
Because of the complexity of things, when emotionally difficult matters are concerned; some people need other people to continue or complete their former relationships. The ones who are left on their own and can concentrate on other things besides those sometimes silly emotionally negative things…are rare. Fewer are the ones that have non hostile taught about their ‘rivals in love’. Often depressions follow, drinking, chasing others to get ‘even’, the same behavior as some women or men who had a bad relationship with their mother, father…they tend to take revenge on the later husband. Every negative emotion, in the end, always comes down to ‘fear’. Fear of not enough love, not enough money,…and so on. Love, if you have no fears, is a thing there is always plenty of. And because a lot of us have to many fears we invent a lot of things we can hide ourselves behind. Surely, when one is the second man or second wife in the play, and children are involved; one must be strong enough to take a distance. If it doesn’t work, in the end you have to make up your mind if you want a classical relation or not. ‘There surely must be some nice, uncomplicated candidates’ over there, one starts to think’ in that stage. When the triangle is to disappear because of a fourth person entering the stage, a new battle begins. The good old biological competition, or is it not all kinds of unfinished business of the past that lingers on in the present…pumps the adrenaline again. Deals are made and oats are sworn to prevent the new couple from being together. Interfering with the life of others has lots of inspiration…because too much bellybutton (ego) often can make a fool of both sexes. Even expressing emotions, feelings, talking doesn’t help anymore then…and often the bed has to make up…leaving others with their illusions and sometimes the new old couple as well. It isn’t an easy task, avoiding the meaningless. If you are close to it, the pressure will go up and one tends to explode if you have no inner calm any more. Sometimes it’s a good thing for your evolution when people start evolving more through other people. If one gets in to trouble of all kind, don’t give up to easily…or the future can hold a lot of more trouble ahead on other locations with other persons. It might. It might not. The silly old question, she(he)loves me…not. A crazy, but meaning full thing that fight against instability, the ups and downs.

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May 20, 2010. spirituality. Leave a comment.

the 12 commandements (Dutch-English)

(de twaalf geboden)
the 12 commandements

(ontwikkel het sterkere in jezelf)
develop the stronger part in yourself

(tracht naar objektieve kennis)
search for objective knowledge

(overwin je negatieve emoties)
overcome your negative emotions

(doe jouw deel van het werk)
do your part of the work

(neem de tijd voor stilte en natuur)
take the time for silence and nature

(geld was een middel, geen doel)
money was a means of, not a purpose

(ontdek de ware betekenis van trouw)
discover the true meaning of faith and faithfulness

(leef niet alleen om te werken)
don’t life only for working for the money

(overmatige konsumptie vervuilt jezelf)
too much consumption spoils yourself

(ontdek de symboliek van de zin van het leven)
discover the symbolism of the meaning of life, the metafors

(kunst brengt je dichter bij de kern van het leven : zin van onzin scheiden)
art brings you closer to the hart of life : separating sense from nonsense
octo

February 7, 2010. spirituality. Leave a comment.

special kind of observations

special kinds of observations
*Yesterday I saw two chairs standing near the water. All the year they had waited for me till I would find the right time to sit on one of them. Seasons past by. It was now summer. A hot day in the afternoon.
I sat myself down and after a while I noticed the shadow of the hughest tree of the parc in the water. The slightest movement of the smalest fish can make the water move all the end through the other side of the pond. The air was filled with a little wind, enough to make the tree dance in the rimpels of the water.
The branches of the three grew bigger and then again smaller, like if some kind of fluid was passing through them. The branches seemed to become a gigantic pump through wich it’s blood was pumped.
I imagined this was like when someone gets a hartattac or something…a vain breaking while to much pressure made it explode. The dancing leaves in the water seemed to be like the smallest bio in our longs, very meryly operating in their territory. I sat so silent and forgot about the parc, concentrating on this essence of life, that once my concentration was broken I saw the shy wild parccat with a whole bunch of her young traversing the parc, tails in the air…so that was why I turned back a few hours earlier when I wanted to get me a cat with someone I know…lifes work in often predicting, unexplainable ways. When I wanted to get some food for the cats the whole lot of them flew in all directions…one little cat forgot on her trip in the outside that their is water where land ends…and fell in the water…swimming onto a nest surrounded by water. When I took the boot to catch the wild cat, a stupid idea, I discoverd that a pair of waterbirds indeed had made a nest on top of a whole lot of lost wood I had put in the water.
*If you pay attention to what is beeing said between two people or more, it is the result of what goes on in their separated minds…but in an aditional form. Even the place were one is, is the result of what went on in one or more minds. Both statements are the logic result of a number of things happening every day…slept upon through the night and getting more ready for execution the following day. to be continued
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February 6, 2010. Tags: , , , . spirituality. Leave a comment.

innerlight-degrees of consciousness,emotional evolution & other conceptions

innerlight 1. Degrees of consciousness, ’emotional evolution’ and other conceptions
‘The desire from matter to be able to see, made our consciousness possible.’
This is how a poet would explain life.
That poet wouldn’t be far from the thruth. We are matter and matter is us. There must have been ‘consciousness’ already in non-biological life, otherwise biological life shouldn’t have been created. Matter became more and more conscious about itself through it’s finest form,biological life. We became more conscious by beiing able to manage matter. We also became more conscious of ourselves, thanks to other persons. From the moment humanity started it’s cultural adventure, they mainly occupied themselves with making material products, commodities…practical life, indeed is in fact mainly MOVEMENT outside our body…witch is closely linked and starts with our biological needs. Our biological ‘soul’ is the sum of physical and chemical elements and laws, combined with our personality and emotions. All forms of consciousness have their roots in matter…this was the word ‘heathen’, (‘pagan’) originally meant. Our consciousness goes back to matter from the kosmos, it is in fact cosmos. Human beiing in fact, is stone, plant and animal and in fact adds or can ad a higher degree of INNER SPIRITUAL movement, stronger then our basic emotional ‘soul’. There is a difference between the world outside us, our internal parts (our organs), our soul (emotionally bound) and our inner (the spiritual factor). In order to understand then notion ‘innercommunication’ the differences and connections between the ‘internal'(organs) and the ‘soul’ (emotional) and the ‘inner’ (spiritual); are very important.
Everything that exist has a form, something without a form cannot exist, because something almost equal to zero tends to explode. That’s why nihilism makes no sense.
When our body dies, out of the soul whereout our spirit continuously grew, our spirit is born, with it’s own form of matter. We are ‘all in one’, everything linked together : the minnerals with their laws of physics, the ‘hardware’-structure of life, the basis of all objective science; combined with the laws of chemistery and all subjectiv laws that control our emotions and even the objectiv and subjectiv laws of society. The laws of physics not only are about how atoms and molecules are build and about how, because of their attraction they build from the microcosmos the macrocosmos with it’s galaxies.
The laws of physics already show that eternally old and new desire to create from the ‘innerlight of matter’, hidden in the anti-matter of kosmos the ‘normal’ light we can now see outside in makrokosmos and the light of our hapiness inside.
Once the planet Earth was formed, the desire from the innerlight of matter to evoluate to more consciousness, could continue. The anorganic minnerals, created the organic cells…physics created chemistry…like out of XX-woman, came XYmen. Physics, our skeleton, our relation with gravity…already teaching us the basics of psychological equilibrance.
Chemistry, our stomach, symbol of creation of energy sitting on our unther-belly the matterly-part of the source of our sensuality who started one stage lower where our sexual energy is continously beiing born. Beautiful story, isn’t it, we cannot ignore that we are family of the hardware-matter…like when vulcanos errupt and produce furtile ground, we can ‘errupt’ as well and produce new life.
The energies you are reading about wright in the end produces ‘intelligence’. ‘Intelligence’ in fact is the practical child of our spiritual development. The ‘intelligence’ of vegetative life (like plants) is an intelligence that is more ‘relaxed’ teh the intelligence of animal-life. Human intelligence still is more directed towards the struggle for life…it shouldn’t stay that way, history will makes sure of that, (see: users.skynet.be/octo), unther History. Acquiring knowledge and cultural development as well as an insight in psychological relations in order to understand the world and the reason why one lives,
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should become more important then a lot of commercial stupidity. Where there is to much commercial pollution one cannot get in touch with ones own ‘innercommunication’.
Our organs are ‘living beiings’ as well. Our stomach gives us energy, but we have to put something in it. But our stomach can react by producing pain-warningsigns if we keep on having to much problems in our lives.
All the information of every part of our body is centralised in the brain…where our intelligence and our emotions are trying to keep both sides of our brain in equilibrance.
In case of heavy conflicts the only solution is making a choice,(speaking some words, handling…)or taking a position of indifferent equilibrance..and patience.
We have four kinds of CONSCIOUSNESS from BELOW : unconsious consciousness or mineral consciousness,
untherconsciousness or vegetaive consciousness, bog-ore consciousness or biological consciousness…and consciousness.
This can produce a number of conflicts between emotionally oposite energies : for exemple : fear and daring, pure instinct and sensuality, jealousy and comprehension, fanity and selfknowledge, greed or solidarity, melancholy and gladness.
Human beiing and society is in a proces of development towards less egoism. Therefore positive emotions must in general win from the negative ones. To help us in this struggle we can use our four different forms of consciousness from ABOVE : hearing, speaking, seeing and intuitivity. In general when we use the word ‘consciousness’ we mean everything we can registrate, the facts. With ‘untherconsciousness’ we also mean the situations we can create on a long or short term by wishing this or that in our dreams, fantasy or thoughts…or with ‘unconsciousness’ the psychological substancy in matter itself.
An exemple of bog-ore consciousness is the wisdom of our genes or the other energies goiing through our body.
A very special form of consciousness, the prelude of ‘innercomuication’ is ‘intuition’. It tries to shows us the way as well as amusing things or it even tries to predict or prefeel certain things for us. Therefore you can read about the TOOLS our spirit can use.
All of our cells have different kinds of consciousness as well. Those energies belong to one of the eight forms of consciousness I mentioned. Our blood takes those forms of consciousness everywhere in our body.
According to the circumstances in a moment of some day, we thus get the apropriate words, images, thoughts, intuition…that go along with them. That is the way in which our different forms of consciousness grow to an individual an collective spirit on it’s way to beat negative emotions which keep us away from our innercommunication. The purpose of it all is to discover the beautiful beiing, hidden inside of us.
Somethimes we need illusions to learn what we have yet to learn. We are sometimes constantly beiing pushed into them by our different forms of consciousness. You can reach a point where you not only get ‘food’ from what you eat but from the consciousness you have achieved. Earth, water, bellies, air, hearing, seeing,speaking…they all produce different themes of life…they all produce differents forms of beiing…they all produce …us.
34.innerlight 2. everything as an evolution of energy
Everything is matter. Matter is fastmatter (hardware) and ether-matter.
Innnerlightmatter exists in the spaces of anti-matter in the microkosmos of everything. The innerlightmatter is a world like the macrocosmos with milions of degrees of warmth on each kubic millimeter. All electrons have an eternal existence and turn like planets around their stars (atoms). Who says there isn’t life on these microplanets ? Which energetic bridge is their between the visible and unvisible world of matter, between microcosmos and macrocosmos ? We ? Spiritual life ?
In all 88 pure elements of Mendeljev’s tabel to which we partly return after our dead, there not only are chemical characteristics, but also physical forces : temperatures, distances, speeds, different degrees of pression.
In the end all these complicated things produce beautifull things like a smile and feelings. The less we have to suffer, the more innerlightenergy can flow through our body. We can become more then a brain that has to concentrate on survival.
Our brain tries to obtain knowledge, our feelings try not to waste time on negative emotions and to love; our spirit reflects between the bridges between our inner-relation en the rest of our relations with others. We should more wonder about the voyage that all intelligence before us, made between minneral, cel and us. If we understand the energy that made this possible we will understand that we are being used by nature and it’s intelligence to continue this journey towards more individual consciousness as a part of more collective consciousness that will result in more humanly forms ofliving together as a society and as individuals. In this way we’ll experience more satisfaction in our ‘spiritual life’ as well.
If one doesn’t believe that there could be a form of intelligence that did not need all te way we travelled to reach our consciousness, then we must put forward another axioma; namely :
‘in the anti-matter from chemical elements there already existed a bog-ore intellgence that guided further evolution towards cells and finer ways of communication and consciousness.
The voyage from the original pure elements till pure elements once again has lots of meanings. The question whether our spiritual heritage can exist outside a biological carier
is not an easy one. Will we only return to the consciousness of the pure elements we were composed of or not ? Will it be a collectve consciousness or an individual one.
I tried to give an answer by writing ‘ there was life after all, after dead’.
Maybe there is such a thing as a force that guids, but not leads the orchestra of life…let’s call it ‘collective consciousness’ then. Each person is a unique composition, a will to live that represents everyone that came into existence before her or him.
Being born is accepting the challenge of dealing with problems of all kind…ameliorating or completing what came before ones lifestory.
To finish this article, I add an axioma of mine that can help you philosophing about life and dead.
AXIOMA
In order to understand some practical experiences and to discover the laws by which they occur or happen, we can put forward some suppositions and test them to keep on ameliorating our findings and axiomas so in the end we should be able to feel the laws by which life moves… . By doiing so we come close to the spiritual matter…but we will never fully understand everything about it…maybe because we cannot support the degrees of truth about or own life and that of others….
Exemples for axioma : ” Our ‘spirit’ is born when our soul stops existing” (when our emotional life here dies together with our body). « There is a kind of conversation between living souls and spiritual powers » or « there is no inter soul-spiritual contact between spiritual powers, they continue their own development in another world ».
« Reincarnation is only a biological issue…we cannot return ». « Soul-matter is passed on by our genes, spiritual matter can not be passed in this dimmension ». « In order to give our spiritual development a bonus we must learn how to get a strong soul in this earthly dimmension …this means getting independent of negative emotions».
« Can we change our existential menu ? »
EXISTENTIAL MENU ?
If you are getting to much away of what you should be doiing with your life , then negative
emotions and feelings aswell as positive ones…or things that happen can be used by life to correct you.
More about this very important energy later. Maybe my main exi.menu is about introducing a new kind of political system, but in order to be able to do so we’ll have to make people stronger in their pshygological, soul related life…therefore this study.
Or maybe my main exi.menu shall be explaing the difference between soul and spirit or the relation between them : must we get ‘stronger’ here in order to evoluate in another dimmension more favourably, or to be able to let those after us function better…during and after our own life ?
EUREKA -axioma :Thesis : idealist axioma. Antithesis : materialist axioma. Synthesis : indifferent equilibre.
The idealist axioma is based on the axioma that you keep on functioning OUTSIDE the body, related to the energy you left behind before you died. Everyone evoluates in the direction of his dead, a moment when one becomes an unbodylike energy that will become part of the further evolution of the ones you leave behind…or evoluates more or less independently according to ones merits. My materialist eureka is based on the fact that spiritual life can only exist within a biological ‘house’ and is genetically bound by means of family and further on….a statement that not necessarely means accepting the fact of interrelations between the material and spiritual world. Isn’t our earthly soul something in between the idealist and materialist vision , an embryo for the spiritual dimmension ?
That’s why next to the material and idealist axioma’s I also put forward the synthese : an axioma of ‘indifferent equlibre’ stating that once the biological life comes to an end we return to the consciousness of the elements that made us : minneral, water, air, light…hidden in the anti-matter of them…maybe enjoyable as well,but unconscient ? So just by beeiing air and light an minnerals…they join the living in an indifferent way…feeding the living ones, taking biologically part in their existence…and by their indifference, maybe have an influence after all.
oc ‘combination’

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innercommunication-tools (draft)

.innercommunication

the way our mind works in a spiritual way
Wish I could write this in every language and dialect ; each with it’s own charm. ‘Charm’ is already French…we are one big family with the same roots. One morning, a million years ago, ‘African Lucy in the sky with diamonds’, saw the sun rising in the east and went to Asia.Then people followed the sun towards the West, and discovered Europe and America

Everything is always on it’s way to expression. Nature, since the very beginning worked endlessly on a system of reproduction and finer and finer communication…not only bussines-communication. People learn to express who they are and what they have with each other. In order to understand themselves they have to observe how their mind works.
The system even works without words and has many different forms of expression. Everything is experience and expression.
The most difficult or complicated experiences will have to sink to the bodem of the river of life…in order to keep on feeling strong enough to continue ones road in life. On such moments we can think positive again… on such moments we can write again for example. The muse is then bigger then the a-muse. One must always pick the best words to express something; when one writes a birth card to a new born one does not put on it : ‘welcome to the world, come and collect your scars’.
If we really discover the beauty in ourselve, no one ever shall go and fight wars or nobody will get emotionally hurt.

getting closer to the mysteries of our mind…and getting enthousiastic about life again.
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T O O L S
ABT Analysing back in time and forward
Exem. If one wants to know why we can take part in bourgeois political elections or not it’s necessay to not just study the history of our country but it’s necessary to dig for the roots of history, namely the economical develepmont that always determines the groups that are in power. ( See my homepage users.skynet.be/octo unther ‘history’.)
On the biological field it’s also a bit like imaging how cells evoluated to organisms and furhermore untill our intellect started evoluating…your trying to remember is like your cells, trying to remember their own past. ( See my homepage unther ‘philosophy’.)
On the psychological field, all those things connected with our soul, can be retought of to…the more one gets experienced in life the more one can discover why your life was what it was. By doing so you can reach the beginning of what is meant with those conditions who are a greater dimmension then everything concerning the ‘soul and all his positive and negative emotions’ The ‘elements of the soul’ are based on the elements of the body and his needs and senses. Physics and Chemics were the bricks of Biology and Psychology…did they all together produce the spiritual world or were they beiing put together by a kind of main dimmension of that spiritual world ?
The answer to this question can be found in the question : ‘what is attraction’ ?
Attraction has driven atoms and moleculs and minerals aswell as the light and fluids to form life as we know it…and our developing consciousness has developed the way we live. All this is one song. (See my homepage unther ‘poetry’ and ‘media’)
THE FOLOWING PHENOMENS ,like ABT ARE ALL TOOLS FOR
REACHING CONSCIOUSNESS ABOUT THOSE INTERDISCIPLINAR KINDS OF CREATIVITY WHO MUST HELP US TO UNDERSTAND MORE ABOUT SPIRITUALITY. Good Luck. Maintaining the same level of consciousness shall prove to be not so easy, confronted with the practical challenges of every day life.
But it’s only in the interaction between theory and practice that our more then just ‘psychological ‘ voices can be understood. On the top of this kind of understanding one will understand how your environment will help you succeed in doiing what you were existentially ment for. (see tool ‘existential menu’ EXM’)

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AFT AFTERTHOUGHT
By this is meant all the psychological kinds of REASONING we can use to respond on practical things that happen to us or our relation with everybody and everything as were the practical things about this are concerned…to put it more easy : All those things a computer can ‘reason’ about also.
AFTVOI AFTERVOICE
If we manage to put of this ‘computerfunction’ in us, the higher dimmension in us starts ‘advicing’. We can put this compterfunction of by reaching a certain degree of wisdom and calm in our life… or by living as spontanueously as certain children can…or by just doiing the dishes, or doiing some kind of work you do almost automatically, or by beiing close to nature. Exem. : when you get inspiration to write, but you can’t get it on paper yet////or when you’ve had a ‘fight in words’ with someone and you want to take an emotional distance from him or her.
AX AXIOMA
In order to understand some practical experiences and to discover the laws by which they occur or happen, we can put forward some suppositions and test them to keep on ameliorating our findings and axiomas so in the end we should be able to feel the laws by which life moves… . By doiing so we come close to the spiritual matter…but we will never fully understand everything about it…maybe because we cannot support the degrees of truth about or own life and that of others….
Exemples for axioma : ” Our ‘spirit’ is born when our soul stops existing” (when our emotional life here dies together with our body). « There is a kind of conversation between living souls and spiritual powers » or « there is no inter soul-spiritual contact between spiritual powers, they continue their own development in another world ».
« Reincarnation is only a biological issue…we cannot return ». « Soul-matter is passed on by our genes, spiritual matter can not be passed in this dimmension ». « In order to give our spiritual development a bonus we must learn how to get a strong soul in this earthly dimmension …this means getting independent of negative emotions».
« Can we change our existential menu ? »
BIT BACK IN TIME
Images and circumstances…of the past, still clear in ones head. This is the proof that present and past are one…to prepare the inevitable future. The only thing that does not exist (time) is the strongest one.

COINNUM COINCIDENCE number
COINTHA ” thaught
COINTIM ” time
COININT ” intuition
COINPLA ” place
COINBOO ¨ ” opening book on certain page with something relevant at the moment
COINCIR ” circumstances
To be solved individually .All ‘coincidence cases’ : maybe it’s just the INNER VOICE OR THOUGHT THAT’s getting confused : difficult to separate
CONF CONFUSION
See former comment on COIN-cases, (also possible with other tools)
COMA CONSCIOUSNESS OF MATTER
See for exem. text ‘Wo we were’ unther philosophy
COMBT COMBINING TEXT (thought, intuition…)
I do not know myself anymore what I meant with this. Maybe it will come back to me in a strange way. Oh yes, for exemple one reads a text in a book which refers to a problem your facing and which you are writing also about…and an inner discussion begins (which looks a bit like the method of ‘thesis, anti-theses, syntheses’)
DR IAW DREAMIMAGE AWAKE
Is a kind of inner-voice like information, that like an inner-voice also can be literally or symbollically meant. Sometimes what the image means can occure as a fact that explains something during the day but sometimes even a few days later or more… ? (PS I call it ‘dream’-image because even if one is awake you can have those ‘dream’-kind informations. Sometimes even just talking to people you can have those dream-kind impressions…one forgets them easily and remembers them somethimes meeting those people or things again. The real important ones you never forget.
DRQ DREAM ON QUESTION
When you really want some info or some guiding concerning decisions you have to take…you can get valuable answers…on condition you are fysically and mentally not to weak at that moment…then you get rather confused answers.
DRE DREAM
Without the need to analyse, because you considered the dream as a kind of ‘after-meal’-effekt or a quick mix of the passed day…or based on fear or other negative emotions. You forget those kinds of dreams easily and they not often come back in the day-time as images that come back again.
DRSY DREAMSYMBOLISM
Very special energetic images that almost ‘touch’ ones deepest self. Once you start doubting what they ‘mean’ and start giving a second or third…explanation they seem to lose their importance or value and it is more difficult trying to remember them for a long time.
DR+1+2 INTERCONN.dreams
Once I dreamt I was putting tons of fallen fruit on a truck that would drive the fruit to the siropfactory. When I came back home they told me my oldest son had been working with my sister and her husband, he namely had been doiing the same work I dreamt of. I did not know before and that kind of work is not often done on the fruitfarm where my son rarely works.
It was a surprise to me ,the more I was spending the night of my dream near the sea, a 150km away. Interconnected. ?
DR+ – DREAMANALYSING
DR+ is when you have no problem analysing the dream. DR- is when dreamanalysing can make you confused, you cannot enjoy dreamanalysing at that moment or in the period you are because of mainly fysical or (and) psychological reasons you are having in a period of your live
(can be a moment, minutes, hour,day, week, years…)where you can not reach your inner relationship very clearly. It’s best to let pass those moments, hoping to be able to let go the ‘weight’ and negative energy in yourself by eating less or different, walking, laughing, enjoying what you do, slow down…only take decisions when you found the real you again.
DIA DIALOGUE
Some people have a very good vision-orientated memory. Alike one can have a memory for dialogues . To bad a lot of people remember the dialogues they should forget or the ones they misinterpretated. This disturbs the understanding between people…but like in the world of physics with it’s + an – laws, dialogues have already brought a lot of people to a deeper understanding of themselves and their relations. (communication.)
DIA+1+2 ” more then two
The same as above ; but throwing one bal in the air and catching it, is not the same as playing with 2,3, 4… It’s a different dimmension of observing what happens.
Analysing what really happened happens almost always afterwards.

ED ENERGY DOWN
You know the feeling, you felt good and very quickly it seems something fysically is missing, something the soul or the embryo of the spiritual energy in yourself needed.
Somethimes this feeling dissapears by eating something with sucre(do not get adicted…), by drinking water…by goiing somewhere else in your usual places of environment where other confrontations await. One can wonder in the last place which energy is using which energy to do or think or say what (only insiders will understand…people with temporally or constant law levels can ‘eat’ you)
EM+ EMOTIONS pos.
There is more water in our belly then in our lungs because emotions mainly come from the belly…when we’re little,we cry when we cannot get satisfaction in our needs :food, affection…some of us learn to be more content then others.
Turning the folowing negative emotions into positive ones is often a longlife task :
Fear into fearlesness, Jealousness into comprehension, Egoism into sharing, to Dominating lust into balancing the male and female energy in yourself,
Fanity into Humbleness, Ignorance into Knowing, understanding…, Bach Flower Remedies have beautiful descripions about this…but like in positively thinking the remedy (or in case of the Bach Flowers the fluid) not only helps alone. Positively thinking cannot do without conflicts as well as the homeopathic stuff cannot do without the action of the evoluating person.
Theory goes together with practice
EM- ” neg.
Getting stuck in them prevents you from evoluating.
EXM EXISTENTIAL MENU
If you are getting to much away of what you should be doiing with your life , then negative emotions and feelings aswell as positive ones…or things that happen can be used by life to correct you.
More about this very important energy later. Maybe my main exi.menu is about introducing a new kind of political system, but in order to be able to do so we’ll have to make people stronger in their pshygological, soul related life…therefore this study.
Or maybe my main exi.menu shall be explaing the difference between soul and spirit or the relation between them : must we get ‘stronger’ here in order to evoluate in another dimmension more favourably, or to be able to let those after us function better…during and after our own life ?
EUREKA -axioma. Thesis : idealist axioma. Antithesis : materialist axioma. Synthesis : indifferent equilibre.
The idealist axioma is based on the axioma that you keep on functioning OUTSIDE the body, related to the energy you left behind before you died. Everyone evoluates in the direction of his dead, a moment when one becomes an unbodylike energy that will become part of the further evolution of the ones you leave behind…or evoluates more or less independently according to ones merits. My materialist eureka is based on the fact that spiritual life can only exist within a biological ‘house’ and is genetically bound by means of family and further on….a statement that not necessarely means accepting the fact of interrelations between the material and spiritual world. Iisn’t our earthly soul something in between the idealist and materialist vision , an embryo for the spiritual dimmension ?
That’s why next to the material and idealist axioma’s I also put forward the synthese : an axioma of
‘indifferent equlibre’ stating that once the biological life comes to an end we return to the consciousness of the elements that made us : minneral, water, air, light…hidden in the anti-matter of them…maybe enjoyable as well,but unconscient ? So just by beeiing air and light an minnerals…they join the living in an indifferent way…feeding the living ones, taking biologically part in their existence…and by their indifference, maybe have an influence after all.
FACL FACT OF LOGIC
Rationality and his wife Logica is the most important tool in this material world.
FAO FUNCTIONING AS ONE – AS A WHOLE
When you are in a period when you can really use the EXI..MENU tool, you will notice that everything you need is been given to you , in order to be able to do it…in the slightest detail you then can observe this in what’s happening. After such a period (exemple writing, …)you do not stop evoluating and sometimes you will need new experiences- not necessarily on your main exi.menu.-experiences that will be more difficult to you, but with faith the exi.Menu -line and moments will come back again. Using the word FAITH, I realise that I forgot another strong tool and energyform to put in this list.FAITH
FEE+ FEELINGS pos.
Are the result of the battle between + and – emotions : beiing happy, sympathic, glad, liking someone, loving someone (and all the opposite possibilities)
FEE- ” neg.
FFIM FORWARDED FUTURE IMAGES
Sometimes mostly in the morning you get a picture (a kind of dream-image) that does not seem to relate with something or someone…but at the same time you know through your inner-voice(a kind of stronger dimmension than your intuitivity) that object or person will occur to you that day. A very strong exemple you find page 93(the statue)
FFIM have as a characteristic that they are related with following your roots, your EXI.MENU. These kind of clear exemples not often show temselves. Trying to separate thought from innervoice in doiing this
FIVPOT FIRST IMPRESSION VIEWPOINT THEORY
One can put the folowing axioma hereby « The fivpot is connected with the existential menu »also. Ones first impression of someone is very important…a lot of things can happen in between and viewpoints can evoluate…but in the end you understand the role of someone in your life. Sometimes you start doubting the meaning of your first impression. If it’s a negative impression it maybe wasn’t that persons own fault ? Some first impressions even are accompanied a picture with some symbolism which takes many years or a lifetime to understand. If you become very good in this item, one day you can help judge others, once you become a spirit with a lot of earthly merits.
FOFE FORFEELING (kind of inner voice)
You know for sure something nice or not is gooing to happen…usally something that will make a big change in the lives of others and eventually or logically, your own life…
Or it can just be something funny that will happen. That’s a good description, it’s like something funny just happened.
FOFEI FORFEELING IMAGE(same as fofe, by means of image)
FOFET FORFEELING THOUGHT
FTG FEELING TO GOOD (related with EXM) On such moments you are tempted to do some free-wil action to help someone… . Afterwards it sometimes seemed not be be your own decision alone.
FORO FOLOWING OWN ROOTS(related EXM)
In times when rational decission making is needed. In moments when you make decission : if you not orientate on your own strength and if you are to compassionate with the ones who should rely on their own strength to be happy…you often take the wrong decisions.
FORG… FORGOTTEN…Inner Voice, Image, Intuition, Thaught, Words, Instinkt, Happening, Dream, Timing, Handwriting(change)what is needed comes back : (should be a very interesting axioma to examine in relation with spirit).
FWAH Free -will actions help
One cannot push others to do something if there is no inner change within them
HART : one cannot do something one dislikes when it comes from the hart(+ -)
HUMOR maybe the lightest material, the closest to the spiritual dimmension, maybe not
FORW FORWARDING(reason fantasises with situations, plans…)can the inner voice fantazise also with future ?
G GENETICAL HERITAGE
The practical automatisms that make biological life possible, biological material itself.
We not only suffer for reasons that we provoked ourselves, but also whe are have to deal with our genetical heritage. Exem. you can get cancer because of what happened before you were born, because of malfunctionment, or by environmental reasons, or by weakening yourselfs in many ways maybe also.
GC GENETICAL CONSCIOUSNESS
The politics, the consciousness that makes the G move. The spirit behind the G-matter.
GW GETTING W. (or WO) insiders(relat.exm ?)
HA HAPPENING
Occuring facts ; often on the wright moment (or is every moment wright taking into account that everything and everyone finds itself on a certain point of his or hers or it’s evolution ?)
HASY HAPPENING AND SYMBOLISM
Often it seems that spiritual or pshygological(soul-related) powers hide behind, or are the force behind what happens…as if they want to express something
HEA HEALTH
The relation between spirit and soul is often very efident, as far as viruses (or fractures…)are not concerned (not in all cases)
HESPMA HERITAGE OF SPIRITUAL MATTER
Is this the deserved communication from spiritual world ? If there is communication and there is, because everything is one world then maybe just asking strength generates the energy necessary for seeiing new possibilities to solve something… or just feel good.
HI HIDDEN INFO
The info you should be getting from the outside-world or the one you hide away from in yourself
K KNOWLEDGE
Everything concerning physics, chemics, biology, pshygology,economics, politics, sociology, spirituality
KTO KLICKING TO OLD(descending evolutionary ladder)
when one should abandon old points of view, or transform them into new
LA LUNATIC AXIOMA’s
LAT LIVING APART TOGETHER
LGW LETTING GO WEIGHT
By means of humor, funny observations, getting fysical (working in garden…)making love, swimming, showering, those good toilet-visits…
LIAP LETTING IT ALL PASS
Very special intuitiv way of analysing things, events, feelings, evolutions…best in nature, because nature pulls your energy up again…maybe this is the border with the spiritual world…to be compared with inner peace, but goes together with images, explanations…(related to ABT-analysing back in time, but this is much more with thought)
LT LIVING TOGETHER
LOMEM LOVEMAKING (emotional)
LOM FY ” (mechanical)
LOM PRE ” (prescence)
LOMFA ” (fantasy)
LOMINS ” (instinktivly)
LOM- ” (wasted)
See my many texts (essays and litterature on this tool, used for people to grow, but they not always realise it on their way of discovering the real meaning of earthly and heavenly love. They often get stuck in combats.
LS LONETIC SYNDROME
Crash of almost every tool. Patiently wait till it’s over. Often best is doiing nothing to remain calm. Wondering from where this LS comes will not help you. Accept and let it pass, your faith will get you further through the mist. Maybe thinking of snow on a high mountain or the air seen from a plane can help you. Discover yourself.
LW LOVE WRITINGS
IHA interaction in what happens
For insiders, because danger of confusion and in worser case : lonetic syndrome
IT INTERTHOUGHT
During a discussion some people thinking not by coincidence the same thing.
IM IMAGE
IMSY IMAGE SYMBOLISM
INT INTUITION(intuition is not inner voice,intuition is highest dimmension of soul near the spiritual border)when there is no negative emotion or feeling involved, intuition is not of a negative kind…only an opinion to guide you, or something to make you light, just like humor does
INTSYM INTUITION SYMBOLISM
IP INTERPRETATION
somethimes at the same moment, somethimes few minutes, hours later or next morning, sometimes days, months years later your views can change when you get new meanings about the symbolism of some events or persons.

IV+ INNER VOICE,higher energy then intuition (from over the border of classical matter, anti-matter ?)
When there is no negative intuition involved, inner voices are never negative (+ an – is not used in a moral way in these explanations , but as energy-related conditions and force of circumstances. The degrees of Innervoice follow the same scheme as I explained in EUREKA (the stronger, the more independent from classical matter)
IV- ”
IVeq inner voice : indifferent equalism
Is the main condition for beiing able to start having a spiritual vision
N observing nature
NES NEVER EXPRESSED SENTENCES
Arise mostly in interesting psychological conflikt-situations. Learn to listen and put yourself above negative emotions.
NI Novel Idea
P PRACTICAL(exem.garage visit)
PIA Producing Intuitive Analyses(consi.it al.
See letting it all pass(liap) , but more spiritual analyses then intuitive ones…or are these kind of analyses only possible when you are completely a spirit ?
PH PHOTOIMPRESSION
First impressions you get from seeiing a picture
PO POLARITY
Like the weather moods change according to laws , events also can
PSOEC political, social, econo.facts
PR special ways of ‘p(r)aying

By using all tools correctly, spontaneously, when you feel good. It’s our task to feel good
QUO QUOTES (own)
QU ” (from others)
QUE + questions asked at other beiings
QUE – inner questions
QUE+- questions asked at higher level
R relations
RCOP recognising possibilities
SESY SENTENCE (symbolism)
SR sense of reality
SFoA STARTING FROM o analysing
SI SECRET INFO
What is to soon for somebody to know…because of unmaturity, or beiing able to bear
SJA SJAMANISM
EBA EARTHLY BOUND ACTIVITY ( when to much use of intelect…do something with your hands)
TRAMAT transaction living matter
Insiders (see texts ‘doodongewoon’, ‘bijzondere energiën,… colors, special energies of exclusive kind)
TSR Time and Space Relativity
Relativity, synchronism (exemple : computerschemes)
TTEST TELEPATHY TEST(exem.being looked at)
Mainly fys., stronger between differ.+-
THEOR theory (confront cfr with word theus)
UT USE OF TIME
WOEN WORDENERGY sounds also(exbyLM)
WOSY WORDSYMBOLISM
Collective consciousness
Individual Conciousness

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so there was life after dead !


particular energy
A few sentences are in Book Antiqua style and date from 9/1O/2010 or have been later introduced or reworked. Original text I wrote in 2003

So there really was life after death.
About ten, twelve years ago I wrote the following senses: ” Peace will come in the heart of the ones with honest souls. Prevent the world from destruction and lead people to better lives. Never forget that the world is indivisible. There is but one life and one world, takes your responsibility and live as intense as possible. Be wise and light to be a guide. Go to the people and speak of joys to be. Your place is where you will feel free. Explain them the difference between the material world and the spiritual matter. Truth is simple. Truth hides in the past, lives in the present and needs the future. Why does one find so little joy between many people? People do not wonder enough about who they are and what means and what the lives they lead mean. They should be more philosopher than materialist, they should ask themselves why they live in a world of wealth and poverty, war and peace, stress on the work and unemployment. But there are other reasons for the lack of joy… reasons about which one cannot yet write and reasons about which nobody can write.”
By means of this short story, I’ll try to show what ‘dead’ in fact means.
there was life after dead !

introduction : through the past in a few lines
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Nothing is more ‘real’ then living life itself, how real art as well can be.
We all, we are characters in a real novel that has been going on since ages.
Persons create persons and then vanish again.
Since thousands of years we try to put our experiences in to signs.
The more you understand about it, the harder sometimes to put it down in words.
The good man does, continues to live after him
The evil also. Positive and negative interact in completion.
The sense of it all, in every way a powerful, meaningful something.
One can only observe and react, starting from an indifferent equilibrium
Science can give us a logical explanation about life.
A trained observer experiences more ten the logic of things
Objective sciences mostly only have an eye for their field.
Philosophy, Psychology and history must unify the other logic.

Einstein put together the achieved and unveiled a new point of view.
Time, space and matter became more relative then we thought.
Religion tried to make us believe in Gods and God.
Knowledge and truth still were far away from proving a new kind of unity.
Marxists tried to understand the laws of history.
Conservative establishment was against the sense of life socialism discovered.
But nobody could control the subjective factor.
Freud and others tried to show the role of the unconscious.
But they did not discover the deeper meaning of life.
We all, could be more people looking for the meaning of life.
A meaning that surpasses life and dead.
But we are caught in a lot of kinds of habits and ‘pain’.
Life itself is a source of inspiration for everything I wrote about in every literary form.
I can stop writing and let it go by me till I understand the meaning of it better within a few years…or I can try to make a rapport of it every day. I taught about the structure of my day and had a look at my work and the things I studied, the documentaries I kept on video, some newspaper-articles which I kept because I thought they had a lasting value. To make this understandable for readers, I first had to bring them a number of philosophical life-attitudes. How to start this ? Those attitudes were partly the result of a critical study of the existing attitudes and partly the result of my own practical experiences midst all kinds of persons which are to be found in every one’s life.
We’ve all got them : family, lovers, friends, social and political persons,… .
With all that ‘brainstorming’ going on in my head, I was afraid of ‘boiling over’ and remaining on my chair till inspiration came, looked like dangerously reaching a unallowable border. I went outside to sit on a chair and stumbled back inn. Symbolically I closed the door. Something cracked inside me.
I closed my eyes for the last time here on earth. An unexpected goodbye, where I had thought a lot about. A few things I had imagined, became true. The experience itself was a quite different, something comparable whit what I had experienced during the burning to ashes of an old colleague of mine. There was this kind of magnetism that started in my feet and got upwards, like it seemed to be coming from the ground. When it reached my hart, I taught ‘oh’, ‘something is wrong with me’. But no, the magnetism accelerated it ‘ s speed and once in my head, it became a kind of more-dimensional triangle, pyramid kind of ‘light dimension’ which, like a starship in science-fiction vanished into space. This form of yellow kind of light, did it disappear into the spaces of micro cosmos or the ones of macro cosmos ? Or was there an indifferent equilibrium in between ?
Probably I was in the anti-matter that every matter has, in the microcosmical world …but that world is everywhere, even in the macro-world. Was I in somebody or in the spiritual world as a unity ? So I did solve a part of the mystery ‘god is everywhere’. I happened to be in the antimatter of all the elements that once composed me, radiation as well as minerals, gasses and so on.
In any case, there was life after dead.
During my life, I had three different options about dead. We surely fell back into the elements from which we were composed; energies like minerals, water, air, light and waves with each their own kind of consciousness. Since we were connected genetically with the rest of the biological world…we were not dead in that sense. As a third option I already suspected that all ones usable experiences in life, which had started with the genetic three …before one’ s life; after dead could be used as an energy working in two directions. That energy, like the electrons it was made of, is not destroyable; it can only change in form…and that is what happens to us before and during and after our life.
I experienced my ‘dead’ as being reborn in another dimension, in the awareness that ‘I’ and ‘we’ had already lived for ever…far before the existing of the first atom and the first cell…as a kind of physical energy with a ‘soul’, a bit if like the center of something ‘good’, like an artist trying always to express himself, wanting to become atom and cell and so on; while the entire process creates structure and cooperation in the different elements. And even if the total of matter should disappear, it would emerge in another point. That other point, that is the same, is the point with in the cycle of the 8-form. Like in DNA and the hart as center of the blood circulation. Like a star as the center of a part of macro matter and an atom as the center of micro matter a bit as well.
The feeling I had, was like watching the light that from the evening colors passes into the dark of the night and in a number of light gradations is being born again in the morning.
Just as like when you are living, when you do not know if there is life after dead, when you are dead , you do not know if you still have a body or not. This is strange, very strange…from one ‘mystery’ you in fact dive into another.
My individuality began a long journey alongside our collective and individual past to the point of my dead, where individuality again seemed to vanish in collectivity and yet it had a separated existence at the same time. It all happened rather fast, but on earth I would have needed many pages to describe. The voyage I was on, went from atom to cell and the building up of our existing society, it was like turning the pages of an educational book, but in a more clever than a digital way even. The more clear the message and contents from the journey were, the more effort the voyager had spent in his life, to understand the meaning of life.
The spiritual world was like a kind of internet-community, composed of the different kinds of tempers of everyone who had existed so far. Every life was a kind of ‘home-page’ in fact…with branches to all the ones in the human story they had known. ‘Had known’ or ‘knew’…it was not yet clear to me. It seemed that the better it became to live on earth, the more beautiful the symbolism between the ones that already past away (the past away’ s) and the still living in a classical way became. Was this what moved the interaction between the two worlds ?
As soon as I reached a certain point NOW on my and our earthly past, the new laws of my new form of existence, became clear to me. They not only made my speechless, I also could not ‘speak’ any more, when I got aware in which manner I could only express myself at the biologically living persons.
There also was the awareness that they could use my energy and I theirs…but only in a symbolical, intuition manner through thinking and dreams and images and things that happened…a kind of ‘inspiration’ in fact.
I did not only have a ‘voice’ any more, I also did not ‘see’ any more…because I myself had become a part of light and air and all the other elements I was composed of…without knowing exactly what…like one cannot see one’s own inside organs and like one can only see oneself in a mirror. We only can feel the intensity of who we are. Still I was able to think by means of images and thoughts, like one can see images in his head in a biological body…al dough some scientists say that they aren’t there. Stronger than before I felt the good person I had always been.
Another thing that became clear to me, was that I did not knew if I could still ‘hear’, because like something that was said…I could remember hearing voices and sometimes I wondered if a voice wasn’t a taught.
With ‘being dead’ the ‘emphasis’ was being put more on ‘feeling’, even ‘thought’ was a feeling. Trying to feel with who in life you really were connected with. Not literally ‘feeling’, but ‘touching each other in the spirit’, not in the ‘mind’(like in the soul) on earth…but it still seemed much like the positive feelings parents and friends can have for each other. It became clear to me, that during one’s life on earth all the consciousness and deeds one collects; all that positive and negative energy that interacts…at the same time on the ‘other side’ is being put together like a puzzle. The final ‘result’ gives you the amount of ‘inner knowledge’ you have reached when you die. Once when we no longer are biological, we can feel the intensity of who we are.

Ones earthly ‘soul’, based on positive and negative emotions, who commands ones earthly life; sometimes let’s go some pieces of ‘spiritual information’, we the ‘past away’ s’ , need…in order to be able to pass on our information. One’s final dead is the unified picture of your life, offered to you. From the moment you understand this at the other side, you get a kind of spiritual orgasm that enables you to realize that you are not alone at the other side…and that one can communicate as well with other spirits over there.
Just like on earth one needs other people to be oneself. On earth sometimes some people are aware of these things, but those moments seem to disappear because the amount of events that come and go. On the ‘other side’ there also are times when one can isolate oneself…that often are moments when one is the most in unity with everyone and everything. Not always nevertheless.
Just like a child that is born all of the sudden is surrounded met beings with which it has another kind of intensity in contact…no longer the strange noises from in the belly. People who believe in classical reincarnation would say that this is the bridge from one live to another, even if they believe that the soul only enters the body with birth.(Sunday 24 april2011 Eastern, most hot day in 60 years in Belgium).
On very clear moments in one’s life one can realize these things, but due to the fact of the never stopping flow of events, one is not always conscious of this process.
Like on earth, life after dead is not always ‘romantic’…because the process of consciousness that started with the voyage from atom to cell, organism, animal, men and society…that process continues after dead. It depends on your merits whether you are armed to be able to continue that awareness-project. Your ‘hierarchy’ as well depends from your merits…and this has not much to do with the diplomas you got, neither with the kind of work you did? You ,’biological living ones’ should be amazed about some people you taught you knew and who they are over here. But later more about that. If I get permission to say something about it, I will, but I have a feeling I won’t.
To be able to explain all this I have to get back to my puzzle of life

There was a reason why I had lived and still was living
I ‘watched’ the places in the world that I had abandoned and ‘saw’ de growth of the harvests on the fields near the roads I had lived and traveled. I saw the cars on the roads and the smoke coming from factories and some houses. I saw the animals, but he people, I did not see. Maybe I was in the people and that is why I could not see them anymore.
Very strange in the beginning. My friends only lived in my memories…I only could see them in my memories, which was a way of better understanding how they felt…even on a present stage basis.
But how they felt did not preoccupy me at the moment, I needed my energy to concentrate on a text of a novel or essay I wanted to complete. I had called the introduction ‘my inspiration maps’.
I saw the text lying on my desk, but how could I finish this book ?
Maybe there somewhere was a writer with still a biological life to lead, who read one of my former works and did not have any inspiration of from himself at the moment. During my life I had called into existence enough energy to allow me at this moment to be ‘connected’ with a living soul mate.
I would finish my book, through him. Sometimes he would be aware of my special kind of presence without knowing. Sometimes we were aware of each other, when he walked amongst the threes in the wood and taught about something he read about me. I always wanted to plant a wood myself and there was this writer who lived in a wood near water and entered his chalet, took the newspaper and cut out my photo and an article on my life. It gave me new energy to continue writing. A lot of writers were still continuing something amongst ‘us’ and ‘them’. Sometimes there seemed to be no difference amongst ‘them’ and ‘we’. Al dough we did not see ‘them’ busy with something…we felt what was going on in their world. Like the living sometimes were busy with the question what would happen after their dead, we, ‘past away’ s’ were busy wondering what our next life in the ‘after afterworld’ would be like. Our form of energy in the afterworld wasn’t eternal either and one day would change it ’s form as well. In a way we had we had bettered ourselves because we mainly communicated with spirits from the afterworld that used to have the same interests as we. It was very special how each of us tried to do this in his own way.
Those who as farmers had been concerned about agriculture, received energy from those who had liked doing this on earth. Communication between both sides worked as a system of connected fluids in different spaces. The negativism of a minority of farmers or landowners on earth often prevented the flowing of communication between farmers that had died and those still active on earth. Sometimes the representatives of the farmers in the afterworld came looking for advice with spirits that often had to deal with the same problems when they worked as farmers for example.
Then there was a communication amongst them and only the fact of this ‘exchange’ itself made it possible to generate some actions below that would improve something or that made farmers below aware. But sometimes it looked like a never ending struggle in each domain.
In the afterworld, the ones who caused those problems in the past suffered until some improvement was made.
So my friend the medium-writer had to tell people below to watch out and think about the suffering of their relatives in an heaven, that wasn’t always ‘heaven’ to them. Their relatives or people responsible for some misery of others should have to do something about it…before they end in the same position. If they act know, the ones who are at the origin of blockades between this world and the next shall free themselves here and in the next stage of life. In the afterworld the painfull part of the existence of ordinary working people is more quickly healed then of those who were responsible for big decisions. People who had mainly good intentions adapt very easily in what the afterworld has to offer. People who produced many good waves and did many good things to help others …still can feel how they are doing…without suffering and without being able to help them, when they aren’t conscious enough to ask it.
Those wise ‘afterworld’-men only can give some inspiration and advice, but the ‘receiving parts’ of the biologically living people have to be functioning…and they don’t when they are not in an emotional balance. Someone with too much negative emotions is a real problem for both the one below who is partly responsible for those emotions as for the one on earth. In many cases, help must come from other identities. Both groups have an important tool to help one another : the free will to act. This free will is a total product of all the situations where it was used and can for reasons, difficult to track down here on earth, be temporally blocked for both groups or their individual components. There for it is sometimes better not to act or stay in a position of indifferent balance.

The afterworld in which we function, only can make us philosophe about our ‘after afterworld’ because from time to time some ‘spirits’ disappear here, like on earth, some ‘souls’ disappear.
We use the term ‘after spirits’ here. We are trying to find the way to get in contact with them. Like on earth we still are in a kind of phase in between. Such a phase, like on earth you can divide in a number of stages of progressing or backsliding consciousness. Once more, what was already clear to me on earth became more clear to me in the afterworld. Everything is one and connected, but there are a number of phases. Like from silence seven sounds are born, with whom one can compose music, like from white all other colors are born. Like thought, feeling and inspiration can produce at least seven expressions of literature…from shouting to poetry…..Like one can touch someone’s skin in several ways as well. It was rather strange that some of us missed those last feelings and others didn’t. Why ? Again a question for us to solve. Did ‘time’ only continued to exist for those not feeling well because of existing ? Could we provoke the urge for a new genetic consciousness among the classical living ones ? “Did the classical ling beings then feel the urge to make new life, new individuals to come and continue the unfinished stories of the living and in a way of the dead ? Was this possible ? (24/4/2011)”
The search for a ‘why’ and ‘how’ was a never ending story it seemed.
Looking out for a new stage of existing in our development was a new kind of enigma, riddle to us.
I , unlike others, did not believe that we were going to reincarnate in another earthly body after disappearing out of the afterlife. I believed more in spiritual growth and trying to show the ones on earth, our genetic three, we partly left behind; that they had to help themselves to be get conscious happy and make a better world…in order to have a better life as well in the afterworld and help us at the same time by doing so. Octo

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some important notions about love

Some important notions about love
Above all, learn to feel the love inside yourself and learn who to give it to.
Examine the roads which philosophy and history walked in order to bring us more consciousness about every aspect of life. Love the arts. Take care of your body, do not overcharge it. Chair it with your chosen one. Do not let negative emotions enter your relationships with people. Chair and enjoy friendship and love…spice it with humor and don’t wish for the impossible, relativate…even in times of passion. If you do not choose for each other in time…it wasn’t meant to be at that episode in your life.
Trying to understand the laws of love isn’t always a question of using all that science has to offer us. We are not together just because we live in each others neighbourhood or because we met unther certain circumstances. We attract one another because we attract the difficulties that can take us further on the pad of understanding the meaning of life. Those who really don’t seem to have a long way to go in their personal growth somethimes seem to attract the hardest difficulties…which in itself is a very deep aspect of love.
Love uses us to teach us to make us aware of the differences between people.
Love uses us to further the story of those who came befor us, even befor we were born. One cannot write down a standardised theory on this because the more you get the picture, the harder it is to communicate about it.
Some people do not live together because they are to close together or because others need them more for their growth. In times of conflict between people, everyone seems to think they themselves are the only perfect human beiings.
Somethimes one must avoid difficult confrontations, other times they cannot but occur. Just like the big-bang-principle…’something unther pressure must explode’…we depend on that same old basic law…even in our relations.
Everything and everybody is always the result of the things that happened befor them. We react in respons to the environment and our genetical mixture as well. Even our family-ties are getting more and more mixed, which often isn’t a facilatation. It’s the outcome of different components. Somethimes things go wrong because of to much stress in this production and profit-based society or stress in ourselves. It wasn’t ideal in the old times where religion was more important then philosophy. Still we find it to difficult to support the idea that our man or women ‘has’ somebody else. Whether in bed, whether in a purely spiritual, platonic way…we do get yealous fast. The reasons why people get to get really close to each other often has very deep reasons, one cannot understand eaisily as a third person. Somethimes it is easy to understand when the motives are wrong : money-making is the worst reason possible. When the reasons for looking for another partner are sex or adventure…the outcome often goes in the wrong direction as personal hapiness on a long term is concerned. When it’s about making babies…you cannot stop it…the ones are ment to walk the earth shall. Falling in love and divorce…the reasons can go back generations. Life sends some of us on many pads to enjoy, to learn, to learn not to take revenche, to learn not to envy, dominate… . We look for company to learn about this life-game. In fact, what we are looking for is to discover how we can find peace in ourselves through others and ourselves. This proces goes further then the things that the physical part of love has to offer us. This proces not only has a theoretical aspect, we practice thes things every day.
When we find ourselves cut of of our husband, wife, children; whatever the different reasons, our future aspirations seem to be clouded. We start tryiing to become happy once again. In fact we want to return to the uncumplicated happiness of the past. Then we somethimes meet someone to help us forget our feeling of loneliness or guilt. When it does not work some of us can more easily let go and forgive and continue our own life once again. In every situation the other relations we have with all those surounding us, play their influencial part as well. When we ‘forget’ to choose for those who we really like we somethimes find ourselve cut of from our own energy. Then we stick around in our unsolved things in life and nothing really positive opens up. When in a couple one of the two cannot let go of some negative feelings or circumstances, the other ones is forced to waste a lot of his or hers own energy…often for very little in return. The one with the most unsolved problems must then learn to accept his or hers life like it is. If both manage to cultivate a happy feeling about life and the personal circumstances…then only real progres and happiness open up. If someone is unther heavy fire of the negative emotions of others, that person must learn to obtain a kind of indifferent balance in interacting, otherswise one is doomed to unthergo the negative moods of the other.
With ‘indifferent balance’ is not meant one doesn’t care any more about the other.
It’s just away towards arriving in better times and not starting unnecessary arguments.
Once a third person enters the relationship one will notice that, however monogame one stays, one tends to begin feeling guilty about the wellbeiing of the original partner if one is not careful in observing ones own feelings and the real situation of the original couple. One must then learn to understand which stories of life click with which person. This can take a very long time and in the mean while often a lot of things happen with a lot of people, just to help us to understand what’s goiing on.
In order to understand the whole picture in such a proces we must understand the relationships of those who played important roles in our life and they themselves as humùan beiings…who are they really, what do they represent in our life…what is our symbolic meaning in the life of others ?
Two people who do not feel well together any more, start the proces of opening themselves towards others, whether friends or a lover. It seems as if people with the opposite characteristics attract each other in a first stage of life. They themselves and their children can learn from it or can be damaged by it.
Our psychological condition often seems to influence our biological fitness.
One has to start loving others by loving oneself, by grapping the joy inside of you, you can pass it to others. Loneliness can eat you. Joy will guide you on the long road of life and everywhere it takes us to understand the meanings of it.
Somethimes we will have to wait untill others become more skilled in managing their own positive evolution. They might even hurt us meanwhile… . Sometimes one has to be gratefull that one has to bare a lot, because it can contribute to understanding one’s own road…but somethimes enough is enough.
Stronger then ‘dead’ itself, is having collected so much wisdom in once life, that one becomes free of fear of ‘losing’…then one gets a very good feeling.
One can discover the one we really are when one realises the possibility of every time finding solutions to problems…as if one is guided by a strong force inside us.
One must always filter the enormous influence of everyone surrounding us.
Then, when one feels really good, the light can shine on the three in front of our house and one sees it painting it’s shadow through our window on the wall. One watches the three dancing on the wall…without a good feeling we neglect all this.
We are like marbles and our past plays a game with us. Which game ? That is what we will have to find out for ourselves and others. The degree of consciousness we reach, tries to shine on others. Some try to make us play a role in a film with a lower degree of consciousness then we were really ment for. We then must continue believing in our own way of living life. That’s what real faith is all about.
Our quality of observing life must grow. Learning how to balance between the energy of others. We must learn how to combine love, solidarity and other positive emotions in interacting with others. Life is like a piece of art played by different interacting artists, actors often played on the theme of ‘these, anti-these and synthese’.
A fragment always calls an anti-fragment into life. Like when we have children, none is the same, each correspondents to a certain evolution in our lifes.
We should try to wish what’s best for others. A lot of good evolutions can emerge from this. One cannot explain human behaviour only by basing oneself on the theory that we humans only interact, basing ourself on some of our selfisch genes.
When you meet people, try to really understand them befor you decide to put a great deal of effort in ‘helping’ them…especially if they don’t take some important steps for themselves vy themselves. If you want to have a long life, chose a partner that does not suit you…minutes will pass like hours then.
The earth…concentration-camp or garden of Eden ? When you look above all dimmensions of life, you will learn to observe it’s laws, it’ s humour and drama.
octo

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we are also family,friends and lovers

We are also family, friends and lovers
When you take a close look at your own live and that of people you know, you surely often observe that it seems like personalities with opposite emotional characteristics have married or other, less official relationships.
It starts with attraction and falling in love and its degrees, that depend on how deep the relation, not only between the consciousness of the lovers is, but also how profound teir link with the collective consciousness is ( their degree of involvement in seeking where they position themself in their personal evolution and their degree of intrest in all kind of sciences; especially human sciences : psychology, history, literature,…). The quality of such a relationship also is chalenged by the quality of the links with the different kinds of social or psychological relationships surrounding the couple.
In many cases a love, is simply sabotaged by the social living conditions ( as often ones cultural development is). In all cases love is determined by the genetical heritage and the education of the persons who are attracted to one another, because they find something ‘stronger’ or ‘sweeter’ in one another. People that have not learned to be emotionally independent will try to attract someone ‘stronger’ then them…the strong one will feel good, because, he or she is ‘helping’…genetically spoken maybe this might be a contribution to an emotionally stronger child…but this is wanting to play some kind of Superbeing; life does not work in this way.
Because, if you look closely, the ‘weak’ one (and almost always each person has a stronger and weaker side) , the ‘weak’-part ‘gives’ to the stronger one also, …he or she teaches him or her to be more confident or look for somebody more emotionally equal.
Can somebody emotionally less unstable change her or his genetical code of behaviour and become stronger, and what is the relationship between beiing aware of all this and the subconscious and unconscious ? A person can be aware of things, this means, he is conscious of things. Depending on her or his educational, genetical and emotional background, one will start ‘reasoning’ about the elements in ones consciousness, with maybe to much the accent on money-linked problems or reasoning with an emotionally overreacting mind. If one does not choose for the hart or for the intuitive richness a spiritual link can bring along it will take getting over a lot of confusion to find ones road on life again.
Somebody who is open to his or her relation with ‘nature’ and feels a link with eternal things, can reach her or his ‘inner’ better.
People who have reached their ‘soul’ and are free from negative emotions , are not far away from an inner contact.
The really spiritual stuff, is the inner life you feel inside when you reach a non-emotional dialogue with yourself…and if you’re lucky…with the person you love.
Because if you meet somebody on the same ‘frequence’ , love can reach high mountains. You can stay there more easily if you do not get into other relationships that reach a sexual level; because then you will again feel the power of what instincts can do in starting the process of emotional thinking again. (or maybe the ‘new’ person should be ‘evoluated’ or ’emotionally-strong’ to ) I don’t know yet, but this kind of situation would open the box of negative emotions as well I think. The atoms and cells, responsible for this behaviour can’t act otherwise, because their original blueprint was one egg and one spermatozoid. That is why everybody in fact longs for one steady lover.
One lover. In the story of your own growingprocess towards your soul, this is a positif something, provided that you don’t look for a partner because of material reasons, or reasons of emotional insecurity. The relationship between two people can be so intens, that you can support that your partner still has somebody else…but in the end…all persons will bear the weight from the ones that suffer under the differences in communicating in all it’s ways. (with words, body,prescence…).

When you have a good relationship with someone, or a good period in a relationship with someone, you can ‘admit’ you ‘know’ somebody else…otherwise there is something wrong…finding out where, is a mutual as well as an individual process; where the ‘pain in the hart’ or certain illusions force you to do some things or to speak some words that again, create new situations.
I can imagine that married people, who married mainly out of emotional or ‘resonable’ reasons, are forced by their souls to look for someone else, and I can imagine that they stay together because of their young children for example.
I also can imagine that they even have no sexual relationship any more, but I cannot imagine one of the two staying single, then you stay a victime of the other, because your lack of beiing able to communicate to another man or woman in all it’s different ways.
Now the real problem in getting out of this kind of situation is , not beiing able to talk about it…because people are not taught to see the whole philosophical picture, they keep on using the old ways of thinking. ‘Good’, ‘Bad’ and ‘Victim’ in stead of looking to the specific genetical and emotional energy that is present in a relationship…only by doiing so, you reach your soul and from their onwards (and earlier) you get more open for an energy where no ‘burning of negative emotions’ is necessary any more…except if emotional love tricks you again. In the end you’ll know the difference between emotional love and intuitive love and their variations.
If you have a good love-life, your innercommunication functions better as well.
It’s a pitty we use the word Love also in a sexual meaning; why not use the word Sex or Body-desire for the biological part of Love ?
Maybe you are just honnestly and simply happy with somebody and you do not need other experiences because you know nobody is perfect. .I hope you do not start thinking that you are missing something, or that your life was incomplete because of one partner all your life…nobody is the same. Maybe I don’t have to teach you about love at all… how to interpretate the sounds, the words, the images, the events, the ‘electricity’, we can all learn to ‘feel’, instead of just ‘hearing’ and ‘seeiing’. A lot of suffering, your own or that from others, will teach you when you cannot help or love any more. Have confiance, in the end it is a beautiful scenario, ones you’ve liberated yourself from to much suffering that makes you ill. Your hidden forces want to express themselves through everything that lives and everything lives…exept people who don’t want to become really themselves.
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February 6, 2010. Tags: , , . spirituality. Leave a comment.